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Day 29- Three things you are proud of about your personality
In addition to being a wonderfully fabulous person,
1. I try so hard at life, but only with the aspects of life that I care about or the aspects of life that I perceive to indirectly affect the aspects of life that I care about, which are encompassed in my definition of the word “life”. I’m not totally sure how else to describe this. I’m told I’m extremely critical of myself, especially when it comes to the art stuff, but I think I’m just being honest with myself and I’ll know when I make something that sucks. I know I’m not as talented or skilled as a lot of the other kids, but I truly think that very few people work harder than I do. My teacher at Art Center told me that every good drawing is the product of 100 bad drawings, so if I ever start making stuff I’m impressed with on a regular basis, it just means that the standards I’m holding myself to are too low. The downside is that sometimes when I don’t care or lose interest, I have a tendency to do the least possible amount of work to get by, but I’m working on this. It can’t hurt to try harder.
2. Although I occasionally pms like all other men, I’m really laid back and non-temperamental. I hope that makes sense.
3. I’m told that I’m very loyal. In fact, I’m so loyal that most people are creeped out when they find out how much their friendship means to me. Anyway, about what you were saying, I’m not being loyal for the sake of being loyal. I don’t make a lot of friends and I have trust issues and abandonment issues, but I want the friends I have to be real friends and good friends. I still stick by what I told you when I said that a friendship isn’t a commitment, but I think that even though that’s the case, it doesn’t mean that I can’t look past my friends’ flaws when we’re over the “honeymoon phase” (so to speak), be extra nice, and try really hard to spice up the relationship and make things work out. I think it’s necessary in the long run, but I’m not sure if it’s loyalty.
